As crazy as it sounds, or not crazy if you’re one to seriously believe in zodiacs, but I really feel like I am a true Virgo. The majority of the characteristics that describes a Virgo describes me. Like being a “perfectionist” or not doing something bc I know I won’t get it right. I may not be an exact definition of a perfectionist, but I do hesitate to try new things in fear of failing. Virgos hate being unorganized, or when things aren’t set in a plan. I hate winging things, and it irritates me when my room is the least bit messy, but that doesn’t mean that it’s always clean…. lol. Virgos are usually shy and take a while to open up to someone. 99% of the time, I’m very awkward when I meet people for the first time and I always.. ALWAYS, expect it to be an awkward meet. Never have I ever been confident in meeting people. Virgos are natural worriers. Something, doesn’t matter how small or big the situation is, is always causing me to worry. No matter what, even if I’m having the best day ever, when I go to sleep at night there’s always something to worry about. Whether it be a short term or long term problem, it really sucks. Virgos also tend to be very critical of themselves. I’m my own worst critic. You can’t point something out about me that I don’t already know. Trust me, I fully acknowledge ALL of my flaws.

There’s more traits, but those are the ones I’ve recently read. It’s crazy how much of a “Virgo” I feel like I am.

I only have 12 more days left til I leave for bootcamp. I think my mom wants me to stay here as long as I can. I’m really supposed to leave and stay in a hotel the night of the 28th,  but I also have the option to sleep in the comfort of my own home/bed and just wake up early on the morning of the 29th. Guess which option she’d rather have me choose? I can’t blame her. I’m the baby of the family. I can’t even believe I’m leaving. I know most people usually don’t make this decision such a big deal, mainly because the majority of them are guys, but damn… the Army? I can’t believe I did it. It’s like forcing myself to grow up, not that there’s anything wrong with that. I’m really happy with my decision, I’m gonna save up my money, spoil my parents, spoil myself a little bit, and make the most of it while I can. I’m gonna miss my family, and everyone here at home, no doubt. But I’m not leaving anything/anyone that won’t be here when I get back. It’s gonna be like a vacation… for a number of years. 

I have approximately a week and a half to enjoy my “summer.” 

I’m really excited about this semester :) I love all my classes, well.. we’ll see about my english class. But other than that, I’m satisfied with the teachers I chose and the fact that I only have classes MWF! It’s my last semester so I definitely have to make the most of it, study my ass off, and focus. Good thing I’m interested in all the subjects I’m taking!